in bathtubs full of
water. Charles Bukowski (via solaluna)
I want to know how it feels like to be the heart breaker. I want to be the one who plays with someone’s feeling and have them wrapped around my finger.
Why should I wait? I should wait for him to realize that he doesn’t need me? That he doesn’t want me? That he doesn’t need to waste his effort on someone like me?
Who am I kidding? I’m basically waiting on something that won’t even happen. Whenever I’m at fault or I’m the one who’s not good…